Transexual Man - Buck Angel FTM Pornstar

Hi Buck! How are you? My congratulations for your wonderful website and your movies! Could I ask you a question? I'm a bisexual boy (23 years old) from Seville (Spain) I was wondering if you are "available" 4 real sexual contacts too. It would be a dream 4 me to make real sex with you but I understand I'm far far away from you and there could be complications... I wait 4 your response! Thank you so much and sorry If I disturbed you... byeeeeeeeeee

Where does one start with an email like this!? Honestly I am somewhat in shock and don't quite know where i even found information about you on the internet at all! To start, about myself, I am a straight female who was lucky enough to be born with the body i would have chose for myself (as in female born female). I acctually don't exactly "frown" at the porn industry, except that I don't believe a person in a relationship should feel the need for it. Maybe i should say if I myself am in a happy and sexually fulfilling relationship I myself do not even like looking at other people and am not sexually stimulated by anyone but my partner, and believe i should be more than enough for my partner also.... and so don't like porn if i find my partner in a lie to me after they said they agree with the "no porn rule".

Ok maybe I'm rambling. Porn is for some not for all, and I can be conflicted by my feelings towards it. What my whole point in emailing you was that i acctually think its quite an amazing accomplishment you have made. I would never enjoy the work you're doing for myself, sexually it would turn me off honestly, but you are the first man with a vagina to be famous enough that even a straight woman who doesn't look at porn has found out about you! I think that even if some people see moral issues involved in this, you're only trying to bring enjoyment to people, and recognition that men CAN exist even if they lack a penis or were even born without one or in your case born with a vagina! The fact that you are also an american, maybe you can effect a change in that sometimes closeminded country in their views on who is male or female (such as how some states require removal of female sex organs which is in my opinion close to torture at this time for some persons who wish to be recognized as male.... at least until the technology is greatly improved).

Again just good job on what you're doing, and most especially in that you are making yourself happy. It might not mean alot from some random stranger, but maybe just the fact that i am a female born female, totally straight (even if i wanted to be lesbian to make things easier im very much not attracted to females), and raised in a not always open minded part of the world (Southern Ontario Canada), maybe this fact might be a nice little boost to your ego that people who chose completely different lifestyles than you can see the good in what you are doing. I hope it helps since i have seen how people who chose the same lifestyle as you may nay-say.

I'd love to get a reply from you if at all possible. If not im just hopeful you acctually read this and at least sends positive feelings.

Best of luck in all your future

Dear Buck,

My name is Kish Khan.

I'm pleased to hear of your success in this new dimension of porn.

I am a 26th years old transman of British Asian. I've got beige skin. I have done massage and escort work in the past but since my scars and experiencing very long delays on the NHS I haven't been able to continue my work.

I had my first stage phalloplasty but not my second stage. No balls and still have my pussy.

My doctor has referred me to plastic surgeon regarding the scars on my stomach, but it could take a while.

I am writing to you because I am interested in working in porn with you. Could please let me know if you are interested and, if so, how many trans guys are already working with you?


I have been waiting for a long time for my operation but also would like to get on with my life and this possible opportunity you talk about in your website.


Please feel free to ask me any questions

I am eager to know what direction to take at this point in my life and also if we could be any mutual benefit to each other

Regards,

Kish

Buck Angel will be descending on the Yale University Campus February 13-14, 2010, to join some of the brightest minds on the planet for a Master’s Tea!

Sex Week At Yale 2010, an interdisciplinary sex education program designed to pique academia’s interest in sex, intimacy and relationships through interactive events, will be featuring Buck Angel as the keynote speaker of a Master’s Tea ("Buck Angel: Uncensored"), and as a headliner on a panel discussion on race and gender in the adult entertainment industry.

Buck Angel, the award-winning actor, activist, producer, and educator, who is also currently hosting his own weekly mega-hit show BUCKING THE SYSTEM (http://www.youtube.com/buckangelent), considers his upcoming participation in Sex Week At Yale to be a huge honor: "I was blown away when I received the call to be a part of this important event. Sex Week at Yale is a great platform to educate people about sexuality, gender and identity politics. I am very proud to be associated with the nation’s most acclaimed college sex celebration!"

Last year, Sex Week At Yale made great strides, bringing a combination of authors, professors, television personalities, film makers, and celebrities from all over the world to center stage to partake in a week of thought-provoking presentations, performances, discussions, and screenings. Sex Week At Yale 2010 is expected to be the most exciting, educational and mind-opening week yet, with Buck Angel

Happy New Year!!

Wow I can’t believe it’s 2010. What a total trip. I have a great feeling about this year. Already so much happening for me it’s crazy. I am booked all the way to May.

So this year I have been nominated for both the AVN awards and the XBIZ awards. Both have nominated my film ULTIMATE FUCKING CLUB for Best Transsexual Release and I have been nominated for Transsexual Performer of the Year. See this year is already kicking ass.

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Also I am working on a new series that is going to blow everyone away. I am super excited about it. I am not going to let the cat out of the bag just yet but soon as I will be sending out a casting call.

Looking forward to a killer year and thanks to all of you for supporting me through out the years to help me get where I am!! WOOF!!

Mr. Angel, I just found out about you and I have to say, you've opened my eyes to something I was never sure could be... I could go on but that would be silly. I just wanted to bestow my praise and adoration upon you and ask a question or two, which I will understand completely if you don't/can't answer. Did you experience any negative effects from the process you went through to be yourself, such as side effects or problems? Also, how had you legal status changed (did your gender change legally or would it have to be?) I ask because I am married and would be afraid of voiding that, unless of course I found a loop hole?.. I digress though, clearly these are things I need to research for myself but I wanted some words of wisdom from someone as accomplished as you.

Thank you so much for taking the time to read this and have a great day!

I officially released my mobile website buckangel.mobi I am super excited to be taking my content to a new technology. I believe that the world will be totally mobile within 5 years or maybe less. So I am hoping I am way ahead of the ball game with this release.I am working with a great company called spankmo

I have had so many customers ask me when I was going to be making content for the phone that I finally had to meet my customer demand. I think it is so cool that you can watch my films on your phone anytime you want. Please check it out and if you have any suggestions about what you would like to see please send me an email at buckangel at buckangel dot com

Buck Angel Mobile

WOOF

Buck Angel

***Beautiful***

He is beautiful, so very beautiful
Just like a winter's shining landscape,
As delicate as the petals of a daisy,
And as freely as the eagle soaring against the blue

His eyes are as mysterious as the calm sea
Everything about him is so very precious,
More precious than all the gems in the world
His soul is the essence of the sky and earth,
His feelings are a volcano that is yet to explode
His smile is the smile of lost innocence.

Pain vibrates deep inside of his gentle heart.
A lock shuts in the disturbed thoughts of his mind,
A mind with as many roads as the world has.
I look at him and I see a pure truth,
Like looking at a clear night sky,
Millions of stars twinkle within him.

He is beauty as I defined it,
He is perfect, his imperfections make him so.
He is my best friend, and I love him,
I love him although, not because.

And I would give up all the things which I think are pretty
If only I can hold his beauty within me,
For he is everything in this world,
And I have found a world in him.

Many years ago, I was deeply in love with a “straight” guy whom I moved a couple of thousand miles and across about six states to be with, but let’s not go there! Needless to say that he used to tell me he could never get into the “ass-fucking” a guy thing, and the only way he could ever see himself settling down with a guy is if he had a pussy. And there you have it...I was his best friend and confidante, closer to him than most of the girls he ever screwed. But as long as I had just an ass and a dick, we could never be as “tight” as I wanted to be with him.

But it got me thinking...I had dated a few girls before learning to accept myself as a gay man. I’ve even had sex with a couple. But what would it be like...to be able to have a hot guy for a lover who actually had a pussy? Alas, I would never know what that would feel like...but thanks to you, I now know that it’s possible.

Titan has long been one of my favorite companies. As a writer of stroke fiction and a gay porn movie reviewer, I’ve seen a wide range of stuff. As a video store clerk at a place that sold all kinds of adult vids, I thought I’d seen it all. But that was before I saw the previews to something called CIRQUE NOIR. Now, I am usually a “vanilla” kind of guy. I like hot, straight-ahead sex with just that little twist of ‘kink’ every now and then. I don’t do the FALLEN ANGEL stuff – leather, live, real-time piercings, fisting, spitting, piss-drinking...none of that is on my menu. And no, I’ve never seen CIRQUE NOIR all the way through, either. But I couldn’t stop thinking about YOU. I knew about MTF and FTM transsexuals, and knew a lot more about MTF’s than their counterparts, mostly because there are MTF videos and movies galore. I mean, some of them even have roles on mainstream entertainment, both in movies and on TV! But before you, the butchest and closest celeb to anything that might be FTM – at least for me – was k.d. Lang, and she’s still physically a woman – as far as I know.

But you are the first, ‘in-ya-face’, straight up FTM I have ever seen who left me with my mouth open, my dick raging hard...and wanting to know more about FTM ‘tranny men.’ It’s spellbinding, confounding...and hot as hell! I think the last time I had a reaction like this was when I first heard “Lola” by The Kinks. You are as revolutionary to the porn world as that song was to rock. There will be many imitators that follow, but only one original.

I hear you about moving out of the United States. It’s my home country, but I don’t think it’s ever been as much of a fucking mess as it is right this minute. As a black man, as a gay man, as a BLACK GAY MAN in an interracial relationship...I often wonder what kind of a future my partner and I will have, if things keep going the way they have been. If I had the money and the resources to get us both the fuck out of here, to move to Amsterdam or Berlin or the Spanish coast or hell...just anywhere but here, I’d do it in a heartbeat.

Right now, I would just settle for the courage to be myself with everyone, and fuck what anybody else thinks. And that’s why I admire you as much for what you have accomplished, as I do for that sizzling hot stud body you’ve built with a little “some’n-some’n” extra. I will probably be a member of your website by the time you get this, and I am sorry that things are so extreme here in AmeriKKKa right now, that you possibly felt the need to get out just to insure your own personal safety. I’m sorrier still that because of that, I might never get the chance to meet you in person. But I did want to let you know that if your intention was to educate as well as fascinate and titillate, you have succeeded beyond your wildest dreams...at least with one guy!

Buck Angel's new series sharing his perspective on gender and sexuality, with the accompaniment of a sign language interpreter. Show #2 Buck reads his first email on the show.

Hi Buck

my name is Marco, I live in Amsterdam and work for an escort agency.

I saw Buck tonight on tv interviewed in a talk show called Jensen! I didn't know Buck existed, I must admit it, but like many others, I was fascinated from the beginning.

No metaphysical explanation, I would just like to meet him, look into his eyes and french kiss him. Maybe take a picture with him. I didn't make it to Wasteland as I was working. Did he perform there? It would have been a good way to see him and maybe get to talk to him.

Hereby I would like to ask you guys where you'll be at in Amsterdam these days. I live here and would just love to get to see you for a minute before you get back to the US.

Hope you'll have the time to let me know where you'll be performing or staying.

Thanks a lot and all the best in Amsterdam.

Big kiss
Marco

Buck Angel's new series sharing his perspective on gender and sexuality, with the accompaniment of a sign language interpreter.

Buck,

I am a 31 year old straight female, mother of two. i was watching the WE show and was totally turned on by you. I consider myself pretty traditional sexually, but all i have to say is DAMN..do your thing hun..keep it going!!

LW

Dear Buck,

You are my total inspiration for someone to stand up and tell your own personal truth to the world.. To telling the world you simply are what you are. I admire you so fucking much. You are just so OUT THERE and honest about who and what you are. I am inspired to do so my my own way in my simple gay male life.

How can I get an autographed photo of you, signed in your own hot little hand specially for me? I'd love to frame it for my wall.

I adore how you tell your own TRUTH by being what you are. Please keep it up.

Buck,

what's up baby boy? man i just saw your movie and i think i had 3 orgasms from the film. that was the best movie in yourproduction ever. mainly because of the chemistry you had with Ennis. i dont know if that guy is latin or what but man he was a stud and he fucked u like a true man. his cock was hard the entire time, unlike some of the others who werent as hard. what is that guys name and how can i write to him? is he gay or bi? he sure didnt seem to be a stanger to eating and fuckin pussy!!i'd love an autographed photo of him. did u guys fuck before the movie and have u fucked since the movie? he was hot and man he ate your pussy so damn good. shit it made me want to get a pussy so i can get a cowboy like that to fuck me. LOL
anyway thanks for another hot show nad let me know about the cowboy you did the 2 scenes with.

Dear Buck,

My name is Joy and I live in Southern California. As long as I can remember, I have never wanted breasts. I developed when I was eight yrs old and I never learned to embrace or love my breasts. I constantly tell people that I would love to be flat chested and want to have surgery to make my breasts almost nonexistent. They always think that's strange. Breasts make me feel uncomfortable and restricted. I love being a female, but I don't like having breasts or curves. (A smaller, flatter butt and no hips is another wish of mine.) I came across your site and read your bio. I was thinking "wow, it can be done". Please.... could you tell me what doctor did your breast removal surgery? I love that you have no scars. It is amazing. Thanks.

Sincerely,
Joy

Hello Buck

First of all Congratulations on all of your success !!! You deserve it !!

I am a intersexed guy who learned of you through Nick's website. My husband and I were instant fans. We were immediately interested in your films and one day found what we thought was a "used copy" of Cirque Noir on E-BAY. We ordered the movie and found that it was a bootlegged copy. We then immediately contacted both E-BAY and Titan Films. When talking to Titan's law department we found out that they had knowledge of the guy who was bootlegging your movie as well as many(100 +) other films but had not been able to prosecute because buyers who complained to them had thrown away the packaging,returned the dvd for a nonexistant refund and could provide little info.
Luckily,we had saved all the packaging,dvd and info and provided it to them. Ebay has revoked the bootlegger's account and he is no longer able to sell on Ebay. Titan is currently filing a criminal case against this guy. You work way too hard to have your product stolen from you.

Just wanted to let you know that you have friends you've never met looking out for you. My husband and I are part of the Gay Leather community in Albuquerque and we believe in protecting our own. Considering the number of titles this guy has been bootlegging he'll be going away for quite a awhile.

Thank you Buck for taking the Transgendered community out of the freak show and giving us respectability on film and in the media. Please add our e-mail address to your mailing list.

Keep up the Terrific Work !!!

Woof !!!

Hi Buck,
I just wanted to thank you! Before I heard of you and bought your videos I had never heard of an FTM guy before. Since then, I have moved to San Francisco. I have had the opportunity and met a lot of great guys and realized how much I love vaginal sex. Just wanted to let you know that I am a HUGE fan and think you're one of the hottest porn stars out there.

Much love!

hi hot buck

if you are ever doing a pornflick in the netherlands, belgium or germany.. let me know.. would love to be in it..