Transexual Man - Buck Angel FTM Pornstar

Hi Buck,
For a while now, I've been thinking about emailing you but I know how busy you are. But today I thought fuck it! Better off out my system and to share my story. Please don't worry, it's a good email :)
I have always admired you as a person. You do so much for people who are transgendered, who are gay/lesbian/bisexual and also for other charities and causes. A bit about myself. I'm 24, living in Brighton, UK. My dad is gay and I've known this since I was 12. Even though my parents are no longer together, they are still the best of friends and they are actually closer now then they were when they were still living together. My dad isn't open about his sexuality as his side of the family disagree with it and no one in his side of the family know. Yet now, he introduces his friends to my mum and my mum loves that! Myself and my sister have always been raised and told to accept people as their are, not what their are. And I still believe that. Especially now that I love in Brighton, which is known as UK's gay capital, I have met so many great and wonderful people and that's why I love Brighton (if you haven't been here, you definitely should in your next UK trip! You would love it and you will be greatly welcomed!).
My point in sharing my story and wanting to email you is to thank you personally for what you have done and continue to do. I have watched your films and some of them are quite naughty ;) I love all of your work - whether it's your films, photoshoots, media and press but also what you do for human rights and also animal rights. Not many people do that as a whole and you do such a great job of it.
Again, I hope you don't mind me emailing you as I know you're a busy man but like I said, I've always wanted to email you at some point and today is the day.
Thanks for everything you do darling.
Much love,

Back from performing at Wasteland in Amsterdam, Got beat up by security, my plane was delayed because of the volcano eruption but all in all I had a fabulous time. Made many new friends and rocked the house. So enjoy all the photos from the show..

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Hi Buck

I wish to applaud you for taking a decision and making it through. In that case, I raise my hat and envy you for doing and achieving what you sat out to do. You are remarkable.

I am very curious.

I am a male. I suppose I am hedonist, enjoying the life as I think it should be doing what pleases me and paying for it. I am married and have a grown up daughter. I have had and still have fair share of sexual activity inside and out of wedlock.

Orgasm has been quite a talk between me and my females. Yes, I have had quite a few big O's in my life, where I did remain cmpletely motionless for a few minutes .. not long but quite a few minutes ...2 or 3 and then came back to life.

What I am curios about is: how do you make love to a woman? More likely to know how does she make love to you?

I know that penetration and ejaculation is just a part of lovemaking or sex, but to me, it is unthinkable not to have ejaculation and have orgasm ...

After watching your initial show, my wife and I, discussed it. We are quite open about our feelings and sexual acts and aids that enhance the act. We have used artificial penises and vaginas of various tactility and have come to the conclusion that there is nothing a woman likes more than the actual penis of a man penetrating, in and out, and his body next to her. Likewise, it is also my opinion that there is nothing like penetrating my penis into the vagina of a woman. Yes, I have tried one of those very expensive latex dolls. Actually, they are vey good but only a very poor substitute of a real woman.

Please be kind and satisfy my curiosity.

Thank you.

Smitten Kitten in Minn. invited me to celebrate with them for their 6th bday! They were the very first store in the USA to have the balls to carry my very first DVD. After that we formed a great relationship. They started around the same time that i did and we have seen each other grow leaps and bounds.

My trip started with an early flight from Mexico to be picked up by Clare at the airport. That is always cool when you don’t have to take a cab. Then off to eat and check into my hotel. I rested for about an hour then she picked me up for my first night at the Kitten. I did a talk about my life in the porn business, How I started and some of my background. Then I opened it up to a Q & A. I had a packed house which is always nice. They really support my work there and you can feel it by the great energy people gave off. These are pics from that first night at the shop.

Me Speaking

The Crowd

The next night I did a DVD signing for my new release ULTIMATE FUCKING CLUB it was the world premiere of the film and we showed it while everyone just mingled. I signed lots of DVDs and posters.

My Stuff!

Clare and Alison THE BEST!!

Now I am on day three and non stop between going to the gym with Clare everyday. She was so nice to pick me up and take me. I freak out if I miss the gym..So now it’s saturday night and I have to do my BDSM performance. I had two really great guys show up to perform with me and we practiced only the day of but we all had great energy together it worked out. Alison was nice enogh to use her camera to catch some of it.

Please support my friends at Smitten Kitten

WOOF!!

Buck Angel

Hi. First of all let me say how pleased I am that I can contact you directly to tell you these things personally. I believe it is in my own good interest to be as honest with myself as possible, and not only that - but I also believe that in this case my honesty can have a double-benefit, because I believe it to be all positive - what I am about to say...

I am a man, and I was born a man. I am 29 years old. So far, I have had several girlfriends in my life, the last of which was about seven years ago. Since then, I have been heavily sedated on drugs of all kinds, I believe I have been hiding from my true self... because it is only lately, in the past year or two years, that I have become awake to my gay side. I am no gay. I love women. But I have only recently begun to realize just to what extent I also love men, and it just may be that YOU, sir, are one of the finest examples of hard-man I have ever laid my eyes upon.

I have yet to be with a man, but as I fantasize about these things, I find myself much more attracted to the idea of being with YOU sir... I find you so masculine, so dominant, so beautiful - and YET you seem to retain the BEST of BOTH WORLDS (and although perhaps many people when they say these words have in their minds the intention of the cliche of you having a pussy - this is not what I mean - but I mean your gentle way of carrying yourself... ) I mean you are Tough, but not a brute. You are strong, but not crude. You are dominant and powerful, yet do not reek of decadence as do most poweful icons... Quite the opposite - I believe you have managed to be something not only completely new - but also arousing, exciting, and extremely LOVABLE in my own little gay fashion - in a completely new way. I can't believe how much love I could find myself throwing at you, giving you - succumbing to you.

Perhaps you might be turned off by my throwing myself at your feet like this... but I am doing so because I believe it is the fair thing to do - because my entire life I have been hiding from my homosexual side - and you sir - have managed to get me EVEN CLOSER to it. If there is anything I wish I could do - it is get to know you, just so I could love you as I feel I already do SO much.

Wow, man... You are so amazing, I am simply gobsmacked... awe-stricken, jaw-dropped...
Really, the way you emphasize the beautiful parts of masculinity - I simply take my hat off, and if you were to say a word - the rest of my attire... ^_^

Just in case you wonder how I look - http://www.myspace.com/thefuturevampire
also quite a few pictures of mine in http://toscanna.spaces.live.com/

I guess that's all I can say so far...
I wish I'll get to meet you someday... and a lot more... wow...

I respect you so much!
Respect!

Buck,

I have deliberately avoided offering any hardcore porn for sale, and while I will eventually have a very few rude pictures in my gallery for advertising purposes, I will keep these solo, and to the minimum level needed so show the type of body on offer for those who may still be confused about the MtF/FtM thing. The sole reason I have avoided experimenting with the porn aspect of sex work is that I have no wish at all to infringe on your business. The difference between porn and "hands-on" sex work is a pretty big one, so I am surprised you feel I am competing with you in any way. I am very sorry to have caused any offense.

As a longtime sex worker, who had until recently had to mainly work "stealth" because of a lack of awareness/interest in FtMs, I feel a vast amount of gratitude to you for beginning to create a market for FtM sex workers. The publicity and awareness you have generated for yourself filters down to the rest of us. No good business will last forever without being copied, and yours is no exception, but it won't be me that's the next sucessful FtM porn star- thats not what I'm trying to do here at all!

I was deighted to find that transsexualman.co.uk was available. Of course I see the similarity with your own domain name, and of course I want to reach those people who are fans of your work and would like to try out some of the things they have seen in your films. I would not insult your intelligence by suggesting otherwise. I apologise if this has caused offence. As far as I am aware you do not offer any of the services that I do, and in my experience, sex and porn do not compete with each other- indeed they compliment each other so well that many people like to enjoy both at once! I had assumed that if you had wanted the UK version of this domain you would have registered it yourself- it was not expensive. If you now feel that it is important for you to have the domain I will give it to you- let me know..

In the mean time, will edit your link as requested.

Hello Buck!
I use to know a ftm who worked at the leather rack who looked like you. I was just wondering if you were the same person. If not you look good and wow!! You opened my eyes to something different. If you are this person i am glad to see you are doing just fine and finding your way through life. I am a Native American Ts.

Hi Buck,

Saw you on a tv programme and found your website.
I'm a 22 year old ftm. Had metoidioplasty done 1,5 years ago.
Just want to say that I admire your guts to be so open about your
identity and body. Do you not find it hard without lower surgery? I
couldn't wait for my metoid. However you feel, I really admire your
guts. You're a strong man!

Hugs!

Hey!

Just came across your site and am truly amazed. I'm not sure if you've ever thought of this, but if YOU got pregnant, you would be a fucking millionaire! A man (who by all appearances IS a man) with a uterus and ovaries, carrying a child ... (because, of course you are genetically female and still have all your "girl parts") Holy shit ...

Anyway, I wanted to say "hi" and I think you're amazing. (I'm a genetic female and I can honestly say I have never seen something like this before. I have seen many M to F transexuals, but never F to M.) Do you plan to have surgery (down below) to complete your transformation at some point?

Have a great day!

I first heard about you by accident happened across you while net browsing one night. I have been absolutely amazed ever since. As time moves on and the crosseyed look very very very slowly simmers down on trans-sexual people, its wonderful to see someone so secure and happy with themself. We are told as children we can be anything we want to be all we have to do is try our best, and to live our lives to the best and happiest we can. YOU have done just that. Don't ever look back look to the stars cause that truly is the limit for you!

hi ,a friend just told me of you,had to check you out ,WOW,i think you are an incredible turn on .your body is amazing ,im getting excited thinking of it. will be adding your dvd's to my collection .

Heey Buck,

Im Jessie(21) From the Netherlands,i saw you in the tv show from jensen,And the first thing i thought was maybe i can do that to,I really got respect for you because you made you're self in what you want to be.
Since child i always felt it too that i've got more boy than girl things on my mind.
i also work out a lot in the gym and really like sports.
I think we got a much in comen.
sorry for my bad-english,that's not my strongest side,but i hope you understand me well.
And i hope i can make the big stap that you made too,because over here i think most people wont accept it..
Nah if you like too write me back i really apriciate that because im a fan of you;):P

Hi Buck -

I'm not a gay man or a porn fan, but I think you are cool as hell!

Don't let the haters get you down.

I just wanted to tell you that I just saw the episode of "Secret Lives of Women". I want to commend you for telling your story. You are an amazing person and I wish you all the best!!!!

Buck you are one fine ass stud plus i hope to meet you and get your autograph because i think it is awesome to have such an intellegent person like you to be you and not change anything for anyone plus i love your tatts and the facial hair is a turn on for me

Hi Buck,

I just tripped over your website, and it really did impress me. I mean you. I was just watching your pictures and I thought "Man, he's a guy to make out with"... I like your looks, man, you look awesome. It shows how much care you put into being a man. It looks perfect. Tell you what? If I knew I could look so hot, I would follow this path instantly.
But I'm not as brave... so I'll just stick to this body and try to make the best out of it.
Honestly, I don't know what to make out of it.
But I'm I heard about you. You're really an idol, man. You can be really proud of yourself.

I read somewhere that you used to get some hate mail. I guess you found a way not to care about that. And that's what it's all about. Going your own way, no matter what. Let them talk. What do they know anyway? Who cares what they say?
I showed your picture to some people. Most of them thought you were quite strange. And they'd go "oooh, that's not supposed to be", "oooh, that's not the way god planned it"
- I guess you've had your share of these comments.
Just wanted to express, that I would always stand up for people like you, cause you are able to make your dreams come true, which is something people like me barely do.

So, thanks for making me smile and making me think about stuff and for doing what you do.
Way to go.

Take care!

I am so happy because my newest film EVEN MORE BANG FOR YOUR BUCK 2 has recieved 2 AVN nominations this year. AVN is the adult industry awards show in Las Vegas. It is basically the Oscar show of the porn world. Everyone comes and there is also a big show for 3 days at the Sands Convention ceneter where you can meet your favorite porn star. So wish me luck because I am just one of the little guys!



The other cool thing is I was also nominated for transsexual performer of the year. This is my 3 year nominated.

WOOF!!

Buck Angel

This is a really cool review of my membership website Transexual-man.com. I have worked really hard on this site for years. It was the thing that started it all for me. I did this before I started producing films, So it is like my baby.

When I read great reviews it makes me so happy and I need to share with you all. Here is a part of the review and a link to the rest of it:

Buck Angel, where do I start, so much to say, such a small place. Buck Angel is a FTM (female-to-male) trans sexual with his very own porn site. He is the only man on the internet with a pussy, and he is proud of it. This site, I have to say, and just not from the aspect of it being a FTM transexual site, I found it to be one of the most intriguing sites on the internet. There is so much to it, but I will start by saying, what a great site. Read more here

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Buck Angel

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